I seem to get some momentum for a bit-then I get stuck again. Most likely this happens because I take a little momentum-declare "now I have it" and add about a zillion things onto my to do list......get overwhelmed and stop. Yeah-that's an ADD thing.
I guess my new mantra should be slow down and get there faster. Would anyone buy a T-shirt that said that?
I guess this is going to become an ADD blog for awhile while obsess on this new label. I hate labels. I like the new clarity my brain has with the Ritalin-but I dislike what the fogginess has done to my life while I avoided the label. OH well.
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i do the same thing - embrace a course of action only to overwhelm myself with it. stupid of me. you'd think one would learn after so many earthly years...
slow down, get there faster. i think this should be my mantra too. although the new meditation course i have started is helping me do this. hate labels with a passion, they can kma!
I am trying to train my brain the way I train a dog-and with the same compassion. That's what's been missing for my own personal training-my own compassion for myself.
they say to practice true 'loving kindness' we have to start with ourselves.
That's why I can't even get my foot in the door!
It's hard deb, but you'll get there. Maybe one day I will too.
xo♥
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