Letting go of things is so hard to do.
I'm dealing with a couple of big gorillas my living room. Agility makes MY feet hurt-even training is too much for my ankles. Riding makes my horse's feet hurt-even an hour, with a lighter rider than me. I hate this physical limit stuff.
I hate not being able to do everything I want to do and I hate hate hate no knowing what to do.
Right now I'm going to sit and cry. A lot. And loud. Loud enough to make Oliver the parrot screech "OH BOO HOO HOO crybaby". That bird is so inappropriate sometimes......he cracks me up.