Sunday, September 5, 2010

Falling Falling

Letting go of things is so hard to do.

I'm dealing with a couple of big gorillas my living room.  Agility makes MY feet hurt-even training is too much for my ankles.  Riding makes my horse's feet hurt-even an hour, with a lighter rider than me.  I hate this physical limit stuff.

I hate not being able to do everything I want to do and I hate hate hate no knowing what to do.

Right now I'm going to sit and cry.  A lot.  And loud.  Loud enough to make Oliver the parrot screech "OH BOO HOO HOO crybaby".  That bird is so inappropriate sometimes......he cracks me up.


Robin said...

Debra Kay, I have lived (and still do from time-to-time) with those "Gorillas".... they are unwanted "guests"....and I know that you will be able to "shoo" them out. May every day dawn clearer for you....

Oliver is one wise birdy!


♥ Robin ♥

studio lolo said...

I'm so behind in the blogs!!!

Deb, stepping out of our comfort zone is a good thing. It helps us grow and be able to handle bigger challenges ;)


kj said...

i just want to say you are a wonderful person and my time with you is still a treasure in my heart.

i know you have the strength to arm wrestle a gorilla. :)


laughingwolf said...

want me to hold your coat while you rassle them gorillas? i'm rilly good at that ;)